Well he and I have kind of opened a line of communication. We've started texting and talked on the phone a couple of times. The other night he called to apologize for treating me the way he did for the past year. He basically used me for emotional support without reciprocating. That phone call was a real "a-ha" moment for me. I realized that I didn't need to know what his life was like now. And his apology was pointless (I even told him, "Do you think these past four months while I was crying over you I thought 'if only he'd call and apologize everything would be better?'"). Will he and I ever be able to be friends? Probably not. But first and foremost he was my best friend and second to that he was my boyfriend. So I want to pretend that we could be friends.
That being said, I've been listening to this song A LOT. I feel like it perfectly sums up our relationship (however I feel that way about a lot of break up songs). What do you do to get over somebody? Can you stay friends?
Kind of a somber totally Tuesday but I am not anything if not honest with my feelings.